Friday, March 17, 2006

Transcendental Oblivion

The mind gets dizzy, emotions swell, the gut wrenches and I am filled with nausea. I get up with wet armpits and sweat on my brow. It has been a nightmare.... Yeah, sure it was a nightmare. I get thinking.

Where am I?, I wonder.
My life flashes in front my of eyes. I wanted to go there. I started somewhere, with my mind everywhere, I reached nowhere .. But I still go on.
This oblivion is anything but bliss. I think I know but I cant recall. I know I know but I cant do. This bliss is perennial atrophy and I search for some answers at this unearthly hour.

The pursuit is relentless. The search is on. For what? "No one" knows.
Life goes on. We live and we die. Why? "No one" knows.
Dawn - Dusk and Dawn again. The cycle continues. Till when? "No one" knows.

This "No one" is everyone. In me - in you and in everything in between.
Life is nothing but a quasi-emotional journey of pseudo-intellecutal beings trying to fit in anything but their own shoes.

What do I want to say? "No one" knows.

~ Dead Pep

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